Furious I reach for my blade
wondering if this Should this be the end
Should I give into the emotional temptation?
I'll either thinking about everything as the mental thoughts flash in my mind.
Is it worth it? Should I just end it all right now?
I tear up as I think of everything I been through, everything I resent doing.
As I press the blade against my skin I wish for release.
How bad I want it
The images of blood fill me with hatred
The hatred I have against myself
I can't do this..
I can't just hurt everyone I love..
I need help.